Humming a cheery tune.
Thinking about my chem asignment.
Doing up my hair for the nth time.
Glancing at my watch every 5 seconds.
Mentally bracing myself up for tomorrow.

Who would have thought that I suffered from one of the biggest disappointments of my life 5 days ago?
Who would have thought that I have known the pain of putting in far more than you have ever before and still failing to achieve what you wanted to, when you had previously achieved the same with barely any efforts? Who would have thought that, just a few hours ago, I was begging my friend to lend me a sasta sa book? Or that, minutes later, I was almost crying over Gravitation? (it's just so hard.)

Funny how quickly my mood changes.

Oh, and as a parting note, a piece of advice: no matter how badly you need something, never beg for it. Demand it.